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28 February 2007 @ 10:40 pm
i am SO craving cake-batter icecream right now. to an extreme.

yesterday was bitter-sweet. i finally got to hang out with Jessica by ourselves. heather and her family moved away, which in itself is bittersweet, but i never really got along with her. but i felt bad just asking jessica to go out. there were a couple times her and her boyfriend troy came over to hang out when heather was out of town, though.

but, we went and got pedicures. my first ever! it was okay for the most part - but that doesnt excuse the fact that it tickeled like hell, haha.

and then we hung out at her new apartment for awhile. WHICH I AM SO JEALOUS OF. its so quaint and clean. i'm so sick of roommates and useless junk. i want to throw away everything in here except our beds and tv's. and computers. and dishes. .. okay, shut up.

but its so much fun hanging with her. she and i are like TWINS. it's hilarious. hopefully we'll be able to hang out a ton more since heather moved away.

but yeah, we had a blast and i leave around 9 and get home. i walk through the door and what do i see? daniel fucking ASLEEP on the couch while kaidan's running around. i wake hi up, ask him wtf he's doing then he gets mad at ME. saying that i was overreacting.

ugh, yeah, okay. i'd SO be overreacting when kaidan got ahold of something sharp or something and hurt himself and daniel wouldnt even know. ::rolls eyes::

i feel like i cant go out or anything y myself ever for fear of shit like that.

i cant even relax at home because daniel is on his STUPID FUCKING COMPUTER GAMES 24/7 efhekfhwhfjkegfkegfkqewgflqwif

uhmm, yeah. i really wish i had that cake-batter icecreme.
Current Mood: hungryhungry
Current Music: SVU
Autumn Renee'____dearheart on March 1st, 2007 07:17 am (UTC)
Daniel needs to grow up right quick, darling.
There's no excuse for picking video games/sleep over your own child.

And you deserve to get out of the house once in a while. You're with/watching Kaidan 24/7.
hold  fast x hopeholdfastxhope on March 1st, 2007 07:29 am (UTC)
i know. he certainly needs to grow up.

i mean, i understand that he goes to school from 8am-3pm - but i would fucking kill for that chance; have HIM stay home and give up school to watch kaidan while *I* go to school and get an established career. i'd be completely okay with that.

kaidan is my life - but watching him all day long and having to get all of my errands and everything done with him is tiring - taking him to the park, cooking his meals, trying to get him to take a nap, etc. all hard work.
sometimes at night i just need a little *me* time.

daniel's gone all day, out of the house, interacting with other people. when he comes home kaidan is fed and has taken a nap and just wants to play. HOW is that hard work?? its the BEST pasrt of parenting - taking him out on the playground, chasing him around the house, and all that fun stuff. so WHYYYY on earth do i have to BEG daniel to do that shit? to get off the fucking computer and play with his son??

its so aggervating at times. and i yell at him for it constantly. but nothing changes.

but i think tomorrow i am going to DEMAND that his computer not be used for games except on the weekends. which is fucking stupid that i have to "ground" him from his computer, but if thats what it takes to break his addiction, then so be it.


/longest reply ever
SARAfuckingTATE!: TAI - Music sceneshes_sooinlove on March 1st, 2007 03:47 pm (UTC)
hold  fast x hopeholdfastxhope on March 1st, 2007 03:51 pm (UTC)
I KNOW!!!!!

i love that shit.

especially from coldstone - i always have them mix cake batter with cotton candy and throw in chocolate slivers


im such a fatty. hahaha
_meliska_meliska on March 1st, 2007 05:39 pm (UTC)
Marble Slab - birthday cake with raspberry and sprinkle mix-ins. Yum.